Janis Winehouse Sun Interview

In this interview with The Sun, Amy’s mum Janis Winehouse is quoted as saying: “When I think Amy would have been 30 this year, it doesn’t feel right.”

Also “I couldn’t see Amy as an older person. She was this young girl who exploded into the world like a firecracker and then it was, ‘OK, I’m done – I’m off’. Amy was never meant to be 30.”

I never thought my Amy would live beyond 30

‘She was so bored with life’, says Janis Winehouse

THIS is the summer Amy Winehouse should have been throwing a party like no other to celebrate her 30th birthday.

Instead, her grieving family are preparing to face the second anniversary of the tragic singer’s untimely death.

Janis Winehouse Interview
Image: The Sun

Heartbreakingly, mum Janis insists it is no surprise her daughter is no longer with us — as she never expected Amy to make it into her fourth decade.

In a touching interview with The Sun, Janis, 58, says: “When I think Amy would have been 30 this year, it doesn’t feel right.

“I’m not saying I always foresaw this but I wasn’t surprised.

“I couldn’t see Amy as an older person. She was this young girl who exploded into the world like a firecracker and then it was, ‘OK, I’m done — I’m off.’ Amy was never meant to be 30.”

Rehab singer Amy died of alcohol poisoning aged 27 on July 23, 2011, following a long battle with drug and alcohol addiction.

Janis’s grief is still fresh and painful — but her eyes light up when she recalls Amy’s childhood.

The retired pharmacist became a single parent when husband Mitch left the family home when Amy was just ten. Despite the many happy memories, Janis admits that life with her daughter was always a battle.

Janis — who suffers from multiple sclerosis — says: “Amy ruled the roost. Her brother, Alex, is like me in that he steps back.

“When Amy was ten, she took over. Mitch left and Amy became the dominant character in the house.

‘Amy would get a KFC and spit it out’ “I screamed and cried but Amy never listened. I couldn’t get her out of bed for school.

“Her schooling was very fragmented because she just switched schools when she wanted.

“I don’t believe there was any one point where you’d say, ‘This is where things started to go wrong for Amy.’

“It was just the life she led and I was no match for her.

“Eventually I stopped lying awake at night worrying and accepted that I couldn’t do anything.

“I didn’t punish her because she could override whatever I did. She was too strong for me.”

Due to her condition, Janis now walks with a stick and tires easily.

She has been with her husband Richard Collins, 62, for four years and he is now her full-time carer.

But when it comes to talking about Amy, Janis seems to draw on a residual strength. As her eyes mist over, she says: “Amy used to squeeze me and hug me so tightly. I miss that so much.”

But Janis also has plenty of difficult memories of her wild daughter — who started drinking spirits aged just 14 and spent years on crazy diets that made her sick.

She says: “Amy would help herself to drinks at bar mitzvahs, weddings, you name it… “Instead of wanting to meet the boys, she was bored and wanted to leave. Parties bored her.

“What did she enjoy? Singing, writing, reading about jazz singers Ella Fitzgerald and Sarah Vaughan.

“Her attitude to food was also very upsetting because she was always trying a dreadful diet.

“She’d say, ‘I found a really good diet Mum, I chew the food and spit it out’. So she’d get her favourite KFC every night and spit it out.

“She lost 2st until she was stick thin, like a concentration camp victim. I don’t know whether I would have been a different mother if I hadn’t had MS.

“I would certainly have had more energy and more fight against Amy.” Janis is convinced her talented daughter, who won countless awards for her haunting vocals and unique songwriting, was never going to lead a normal life.

She explains: “Of course I wish she’d married, had kids and been that archetypal Jewish girl, but that was impossible. Everything was like a story, a chapter unfolding.

“She had absolutely no interest in money. If I told her that I was using her money to get something, she’d say, ‘I don’t mind, take it.’

“Her house wasn’t beautiful. It was just a building, somewhere to live.

“There was a black and white kitchen and very sparse living room.

“But that could be down to me. I didn’t teach her how to make a home because I’m not a homely person. It’s just where I sleep at night.”

Although she often appears calm and detached, Janis’s voice falters when she talks about the approaching anniversary and how she longs to hug Amy one last time.

She says: “I’ll light the candles on July 23 but for me every day is like the day she died. I believe one can choose to enjoy life or not, so I try to move on and be positive otherwise I would be in a heap.

“I step back, look at life and think, ‘OK Janis, just keep going’.”

Choking back tears, she adds: “I lie in the bath and listen to music, cry most days and think of Amy. What I miss most is her hugging and kissing me. She was always telling me she adored me. I’ve found some Mother’s Day cards from when she was 13.

“The words are telling. ‘Mummy I’m so often naughty, but I love you so much’.”

‘Mitch’s behaviour is about grieving’ Janis has thrown herself into work for both the MS Society and the Amy Winehouse Foundation, set up by dad Mitch to help drug and alcohol addicts. Janis is still on good terms with her taxi driver ex — but admits they had a difficult relationship when Amy was younger.

Janis says: “I’ve often felt Mitchell thought Amy was born by immaculate conception — I didn’t even come into it.

“I had two massive personalities in my life — him and Amy — and I was squashed so I stepped back and did my thing. I became a born-again student and made my own life. That was the only way I could survive.”

Mitch has released a memoir of his daughter’s life — Amy, My Daughter — recorded an album of his own called Rush Of Love and is frequently snapped at showbiz events. But Janis insists he is not cashing in.

She explains: “Mitch’s behaviour since Amy’s gone is about grieving.

“He is really hurting. He’s turned everything to the foundation so he’s doing good. He’s publicising himself as well but that’s Mitch, bless him.”

In September, events organised by the Foundation will mark what would have been Amy’s 30th.

Janis says remembering Amy often helps ease the pain of her death — but can never take it away.

She says: “Amy was getting there. She had kicked the drugs but I also know she was bored — bored with doing the same gigs and same music.

“I would definitely say Amy was bored with life “I believe in life after death and that when Amy passed she probably met with her grandma, who said to her, ‘You see, I told you this would happen! I told you to stop your mad way of life.’

“And Amy probably said: ‘Oops, I didn’t mean to do that.’

“I think she surprised herself. She probably thought she was immortal.”

You may also like to read this earlier Hello Magazine interview where Janis Winehouse Talks About Life After Amy.

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